May 2011
7 posts
I am a walking contradiction.
And I cant help but wonder how you can feel anything for anyone that isnt me. But then again I am being selfish, because the only thing I feel for you, with any form of definition, is anger. I guess when I push people away, I am doing them a favor. I am nothing but deception. I don’t know what I want, and there is nothing worse then an indecisive person who can fall in love with anything. I...
If I try to be anything it’s to be the strongest person I know. I want to only rely on myself. I’ve done a pretty good job for seventeen years. My walls are to save me from the disasters you may bring me. I rather tell a blog about my day, then tell someone I know. I don’t expect answers or casually nods. I know no insecurities and I disregard all feelings. And now, seventeen...
